:) is all I say

Today had been a great day for me. Last night I had a nice long chat with her. She is going on a second sabbatical. Heard from her that this time the reason wasn't because me but that while talking to her best friend AlvinGoh, she realised that she didn't like some stuffs about him. So this time she is going to pray and think through about her relationship with him.

I know this is rather good news but she has cautioned me that I shouldn't place too much hopes as I might get hurt. So yea, I'll take this light hearted :)

This morning as usual I went to church for service. Before that I had breakfast with daddy. It was a good start for the day :) She couldn't wake up and I couldn't bear to call her to disturb her sleep. In the end she skipped baptism class. The speaker for this service was Rev Dr Abel Thomas. He is a very good speaker. Really enjoyed his message. He made me think through a lot of issues. Thank God for a preacher like him.

She arrive at church at about 10.40am++... but in church I couldn't do anything so I just stayed off. The YA today had a little feedback session and I thought it was good. We also had a election for the position of President and Vice-President of the YABF committee. Nominees are, William and Shaun. Guess who won? WILLIAM! Congrats to him and may God Bless him. I as a committee member will support him as much as I can. We also celebrated Esther Khong's and Vanessa's Birthday. Uncle Henry bought the cake from Awfully Chocolate. I dare not eat any of it. I dont wanna crash my diet anymore.

After church we went to have lunch with Cheryl and Germaine. At the table was Jacob, Joel, Lydia , Glenda and myself. Nothing much happen after lunch and I went back to church to nuah as Glenda and Lydia went to Bugis Village to shop. At about 5 plus, we all met at Sim Lim. and went to pick JJ up. We had dinner at Rochor Road Bak Kut Teh. Dinner was good. not cheap but good. DAMN SHIOK AR!

Joel and JJ had the craving for gaming. ahaha it was our kinda bonding session. Cathay E-Games was our hangout. To my surprise she was on for it. Reaching Cathay I managed to have sometime off with her. Just a few mins. But I mouth to her "I love you". She smiled. I know in heart that somehow she loved me too.

We sat next to each other in the LAN shop. The game started and I kinda forgot about her. Forgot as in I did not guide her along... Jacob did, I just concentrated playing. HAHA, I'm such an asshole. but as the game went on, I died together with her in one of the maps. so I looked at her and smile. Instinctively I just held her hand. She responded by holding my hand tighter. I was so happy. After that I just couldn't concentrate playing. Kept dying like mad. ahahah. I'm so happy. really very happy. Thank you Lord :)

pls be mine. i want you