I had a wonderful morning just by talking to her. I wanted to call to apologise and then we just talked on from there. I was feeling ok. but while I was eating, a lost thought came back to me.
Sometime back I realised that he was try to complete her whole wishlist and I kinda forgotten about this part till I saw her blog again.
Before I go on, girl I just wanna let you know its not your fault or anything that has gotta do with you. Its just my point of view. Please don't let this affect anything alright?
I often wondered why he wanted to do Mount K and marathon in our major activities planning for the YABF. Mount K was fun I know, heard good reports about it but why isn't Joyce Foo a regular at YABF when she went through Mount K with you people? If you consider this bonding, then I think it has kinda fail right?
Marathon, its quite a solo thing unless you consider the whole group of us running at the slowest runner's pace, to give encouragement and finish as a team. But I don't think that would really happen. And when uncle Henry gave an alternate suggestion like vertical marathon, climbing up and down the stairs of Farrer Park blocks, I saw his face change.
Now as I look upon her blog. I realised what is that he is pushing for. He is pushing for her so that she can fulfill her wish. Ok, maybe that wasn't his main intention, maybe I read him wrongly. But at the moment looking at it my way, it does look like that. What am I feeling now? I wont say. It doesn't matter if anyone should know.
Am I too observant or just over cranky? I don't know. I hate myself. Alright, off to exercise now. laters...
im not quite myself these days
3 comments:
i'm very disappointed with you. my wish only came AFTER he told me that they wan to do it again. i dont noe abt joyce foo. she wasnt a regular in the first.
Bonding doesnt mean must be in YABF. it can be personal. Don't have to show the whole world.
and it wasn't uncle henry that suggested, it was edwin. cos he doesnt agree wit him y edwin say we cannot miss church on sunday.
whatever. prejudices. you want to tink it that way, fine. i cant stop you. but seriously, u r just being childish. those shit should go through your mind first before putting it up. you know i read ur blog. you r NOT giving me any respect. i'm disappointed. VERY.
im really sorry. my phone call came abit too late. I was about to call to explain matters. Please forgive me. I am an idoit.
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