Graduation...

Yup that's tomorrow. I miss school all of a sudden. I miss being busy. Doing things with my poly-mates is really a very enjoyable thing. I miss attachment. The peeps from IBM. I miss lunching and tea-breaking with them. They are really a cool bunch of people.

I miss the atmosphere of being in the busiest canteen of TP. I miss people watching in TP. I dont really miss playing wow in sch, but I miss the people that make my 3 years in TP somewhat memorable.

After tomorrow its like a new phase in life. In 5 months time I would be enlisted and trained to be a soldier, a man. Well, so they say. I wish I could skip this phase of life and be able to study in SAE now. I wanna be a musician, a sound engineer. I wanna always be able to hang out with my buddies from school. Study together, grow up together, see their girlfriends/boyfriends, see them getting married and setting up families.

I dont know after tomorrow how I can be in touch with them anymore, or impact their lives. Everytime they tried to jio me out, I have a clashing appointment with church peeps or something else. I pray that Lord, maybe through music I can do something. I can affect them someway.

Life is boring at the moment. Cant find a job that would last me for 4 months, no activities to keep me occupied. Everyone seems to be busy with something. I cant keep hogging her, she got a life and a boyfriend to attend to. Lord, what do you want me to do?

Someone come and keep me occupied please?