I woke up this morning with a heavy and painful heart. somehow I dont sleep well anymore. I wake up at 6.30am, 7.10am... all these weird timings. As I sit here typing this my head is empty. Except for the fact that I am stilling thinking of her. I cant plan my day as nothing is coming into my head. I wanna get work and go exercise but head cant seem to slot them in. I cant plan anymore. Not at this moment.
I need to get myself up again. I'm mentally strong, emotionally weak. And they conflict damn badly. Maybe I'll go try Yamaha P.S. for the job. At least I can kill sometime working there. I guess for now I need to do something to take her off my mind.
I'm going to watch Phantom of the Opera tonight. Somehow, I'm just not very excited.
i'm trying to breathe
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