I just saw someone's friendster. Someone I've found in school cause my Best Bud Nick thought she was nice. I'm sure she is. I mean after looking at her profile for a while (then) I have added her to my list of friends. She has a look that I can say every morning when I wake up next to her that she is the prettiest thing I've ever set my eyes on.
Just a description on how she looks like may give you a rough idea of how the girl I like should be.
1) The thing that attracts me to a girl is how pretty she is (facial beauty that is)
2) She got eyes that can speak (full of emotions and feelings like by looking at her eyes you know if she is sad, angry, happy) ( this is highly important for me)
3) She's got a smile that melts your heart totally. (and drain your pocket dry)
4) She got a side parting for her hair. (and knows how to pin it up at times to look neat and tie up to look sporty)
5) Dress up simply yet looks so hot to die for (not over exposed yet, sweet demure and matured)
6) Apparently I like girls with round nose (as observed by my sister)
So yea, that is a description of the girl I like. Roughly that would be it. If there is anything else I realise that I like, I'll add it in here again.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Friday, February 1, 2008
TGIF
Well lets start with thanks giving shall we? Since we are taught that we should give thanks at all times and that we should start our praying with thanks giving in our heart. But still its easier also to blog chronologically. So here it goes...
TGIF! Yup Thank-God-Its-FRIDAY! the end of the week but its not today that I'm referring to but LAST friday. Yes last friday was AWESOME! Well, we were supposed to have a group dinner. I dont know if I could called it a CG dinner but anyway, since BAG was postponed to the next day Clare and Cass decided to organise a dinner get-together. Well I expected LOTS of people to attend. But what I did not expect was the outcome of the attendance on the night itself. Its was simply Clare, Lyd, Vanny and ME! Well, I dont know if I were beaming all the way but I think I showed that I was happy. Oh the food was good too. I like the Fried potato ball =)
ps Lyd: I would gladly pay for her and you and clare for this perfect dinner but being a NSF that I am, I really cant afford it.
After dinner we went to meet Cass (who was late as usual) at Holland V. We decided to go to Settlers Cafe to play some games. Well, I have never been to Settlers so it was an eye opener for me. I can proudly say that Mind's Cafe is loads better! I'm not bias but just looking at the set up, my previous boss Alvin(too) had planned far better than Settlers.
It was fun playing at Settlers. Not that the games were damn fun but the company was GOOD! Ok, maybe I'm being bias here. But no matter what I was enjoying myself. Lyd had to go off first and so after she left we didnt felt like playing anymore also and decided to go chill elsewhere.
We ended up at Coldrock(I think, as I seemed to have forgotten the name of the place) eating ice cream. Well, I dont know why but I felt like having Sorbet and had 2 scoops of Sorbet. One lime and the other mango. As for Vanny, Cass and Clare they chose something funny. I dont know what it was or how to describe it but it just tasted weird. I'm glad I had my Sorbet.
Guess who we saw 'pa tor'ing there? Mr Ethan Ho and his date Ms Ruth Wong!!! Well Ruth is staying in a rented place near Holland V as her school is nearer to this area and Mr Ho was sending his date home. So nice huh...
By the time we decided to leave Holland V it was close to 11.45pm. We walked to Bouna Vista Mrt with hopes to catch the last train. Thank God we managed to board the last train to Pasir Ris. I was with her alone in the train. It was a little awkward and I did not know what to say. I tried making small talk with her, but she looked tired, so we had pauses of silence. I had made up my mind to send her home before entering the train. I really wanted to send her home. But somehow, something in my head told me that doing nothing is better than doing something. With much reluctance, I left the train at Raffles Place to take the North-South Line home.
Boarding the train I couldnt resist but I had to message her. Its something that Sammie had kinda like made a habit into me. She would always say when we part, "Let me know when you're home ok. Be safe." and that was what I smsed her. I didnt really expect her to reply. But when I was home I had an sms that was from her telling me that she is home safe and sound. If you could imagine this then please do. I jumped for joy :)
Anyway, that Friday night was awesome. Perhaps there would be something more in the near future to come.
TGIF! Yup Thank-God-Its-FRIDAY! the end of the week but its not today that I'm referring to but LAST friday. Yes last friday was AWESOME! Well, we were supposed to have a group dinner. I dont know if I could called it a CG dinner but anyway, since BAG was postponed to the next day Clare and Cass decided to organise a dinner get-together. Well I expected LOTS of people to attend. But what I did not expect was the outcome of the attendance on the night itself. Its was simply Clare, Lyd, Vanny and ME! Well, I dont know if I were beaming all the way but I think I showed that I was happy. Oh the food was good too. I like the Fried potato ball =)
ps Lyd: I would gladly pay for her and you and clare for this perfect dinner but being a NSF that I am, I really cant afford it.
After dinner we went to meet Cass (who was late as usual) at Holland V. We decided to go to Settlers Cafe to play some games. Well, I have never been to Settlers so it was an eye opener for me. I can proudly say that Mind's Cafe is loads better! I'm not bias but just looking at the set up, my previous boss Alvin(too) had planned far better than Settlers.
It was fun playing at Settlers. Not that the games were damn fun but the company was GOOD! Ok, maybe I'm being bias here. But no matter what I was enjoying myself. Lyd had to go off first and so after she left we didnt felt like playing anymore also and decided to go chill elsewhere.
We ended up at Coldrock(I think, as I seemed to have forgotten the name of the place) eating ice cream. Well, I dont know why but I felt like having Sorbet and had 2 scoops of Sorbet. One lime and the other mango. As for Vanny, Cass and Clare they chose something funny. I dont know what it was or how to describe it but it just tasted weird. I'm glad I had my Sorbet.
Guess who we saw 'pa tor'ing there? Mr Ethan Ho and his date Ms Ruth Wong!!! Well Ruth is staying in a rented place near Holland V as her school is nearer to this area and Mr Ho was sending his date home. So nice huh...
By the time we decided to leave Holland V it was close to 11.45pm. We walked to Bouna Vista Mrt with hopes to catch the last train. Thank God we managed to board the last train to Pasir Ris. I was with her alone in the train. It was a little awkward and I did not know what to say. I tried making small talk with her, but she looked tired, so we had pauses of silence. I had made up my mind to send her home before entering the train. I really wanted to send her home. But somehow, something in my head told me that doing nothing is better than doing something. With much reluctance, I left the train at Raffles Place to take the North-South Line home.
Boarding the train I couldnt resist but I had to message her. Its something that Sammie had kinda like made a habit into me. She would always say when we part, "Let me know when you're home ok. Be safe." and that was what I smsed her. I didnt really expect her to reply. But when I was home I had an sms that was from her telling me that she is home safe and sound. If you could imagine this then please do. I jumped for joy :)
Anyway, that Friday night was awesome. Perhaps there would be something more in the near future to come.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Headache...
Don't think that having a title like "Intelligent Assistant" is an 'easy-going, 8-5, slack, just-do-some-admin' kinda job.
If you think that its something like that then you are terribly WRONG!
Being in the unit that I'm in now is giving me headache. I look at computers the whole day! Gosh I thought gaming too much is the scariest thing that happened to me but NO! This is. I stare at the computer which shows 2 black and white photos that are taken from the sky at different angles.
My job? To look at these images using a polarised glasses and plot the height of these 3D images that have been created by optics illusion. I'm having headache from looking at these images everyday. I'm not 'talented' in being able to see these images therefore I try very hard to try and see and differentiate the height of these image. Work is one part of the headache.
The other? Well, I dont know what I want. And thus that is giving me a headache. While do I end up with this conclusion all the time? I dont know myself. But I know God knows and I'm leaving it at his feet.
Well I happy about a lot that is gonna happen. There is a worship seminar that is coming up and I'm gearing myself up to go. Lord prepare my expectant heart :)
If you think that its something like that then you are terribly WRONG!
Being in the unit that I'm in now is giving me headache. I look at computers the whole day! Gosh I thought gaming too much is the scariest thing that happened to me but NO! This is. I stare at the computer which shows 2 black and white photos that are taken from the sky at different angles.
My job? To look at these images using a polarised glasses and plot the height of these 3D images that have been created by optics illusion. I'm having headache from looking at these images everyday. I'm not 'talented' in being able to see these images therefore I try very hard to try and see and differentiate the height of these image. Work is one part of the headache.
The other? Well, I dont know what I want. And thus that is giving me a headache. While do I end up with this conclusion all the time? I dont know myself. But I know God knows and I'm leaving it at his feet.
Well I happy about a lot that is gonna happen. There is a worship seminar that is coming up and I'm gearing myself up to go. Lord prepare my expectant heart :)
Monday, January 21, 2008
Emo-tionally affected
Well, I guess the title says it all. Being emo is rather sucky. Thought I would never have to go through that again with it being all left behind. Not that I'm really over it, as its really my first love, there is a special place for that. But more like I choose to ignore the fact that is in my face.
I felt love sick today. Seriously. I was listening to all the emo-heartbroken love song on my way back home. I just wanted to spend time with her. In anyway actually. In groups having bible study or having a meal or playing games or just about anything. But I only gotta do it once recently. Sunday just came and gone. Attended service, went for a birthday party, came back for vocal lessons then dinner with Joel and his parents. There, Sunday was over. I didn't even spend 5 mins with her in some way. I guess feeling awful is being carried over to today.
Lyd is being emo over Clare too. She has broken up with him over issues like parents (hey! now that sounds familiar) and isn't over it. She still hurt inside, cry at night, wished things wasn't this way. How he would distance himself a little and not be like how things were in the past. Seems like we are going through some similar feelings.
I'm talking to Sam now as I write this. Aired some stuffs to her that I didn't want to leave here. Thank God she's online.
Now I just feel like drowning all my sorrow like I did in the past. But now I rather enjoy the wines I bought and have the same effect of numbness and sleep happily.
Lord I prayed, help me to remember this prayer as things come to past and are revealed.
I felt love sick today. Seriously. I was listening to all the emo-heartbroken love song on my way back home. I just wanted to spend time with her. In anyway actually. In groups having bible study or having a meal or playing games or just about anything. But I only gotta do it once recently. Sunday just came and gone. Attended service, went for a birthday party, came back for vocal lessons then dinner with Joel and his parents. There, Sunday was over. I didn't even spend 5 mins with her in some way. I guess feeling awful is being carried over to today.
Lyd is being emo over Clare too. She has broken up with him over issues like parents (hey! now that sounds familiar) and isn't over it. She still hurt inside, cry at night, wished things wasn't this way. How he would distance himself a little and not be like how things were in the past. Seems like we are going through some similar feelings.
I'm talking to Sam now as I write this. Aired some stuffs to her that I didn't want to leave here. Thank God she's online.
Now I just feel like drowning all my sorrow like I did in the past. But now I rather enjoy the wines I bought and have the same effect of numbness and sleep happily.
Lord I prayed, help me to remember this prayer as things come to past and are revealed.
Friday, January 18, 2008
I'm crazy, I know.
Its just funny isnt it? Missing the person so much that you have to contemplate the whole day thinking of whether or not to go. Then when you have decided to go cause you really wanted to see her, you sms a friend just to make sure that she would be there.
When the reply was asking if you're going, suddenly loads of excuses appeared about why you shouldn't go. And in the end you decided not to go.
Isn't absence the factor that makes a heart grow fonder? Isn't that a very strong factor for me? Well, it is. but some how there were too many things that was preventing me from going.
1) I have not told my aunt that I'm not going back for dinner. It was too late to tell her.
2) I'm having supper with my section mates at 11pm. I need the car, going back from commonwealth isn't exactly that near.
3) The reason is just too much to say here. But just know that I'm glad I didnt go.
So yea, I'll see her on Sunday then. Well, absence is working again, that is why I'm blogging this now.
Anyway, I just received my SAFRA card! wooohoo!
When the reply was asking if you're going, suddenly loads of excuses appeared about why you shouldn't go. And in the end you decided not to go.
Isn't absence the factor that makes a heart grow fonder? Isn't that a very strong factor for me? Well, it is. but some how there were too many things that was preventing me from going.
1) I have not told my aunt that I'm not going back for dinner. It was too late to tell her.
2) I'm having supper with my section mates at 11pm. I need the car, going back from commonwealth isn't exactly that near.
3) The reason is just too much to say here. But just know that I'm glad I didnt go.
So yea, I'll see her on Sunday then. Well, absence is working again, that is why I'm blogging this now.
Anyway, I just received my SAFRA card! wooohoo!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Fever!
Yesterday I had worship practice in church at 11am. Yes, 11am. Freaking early huh?! but there wasnt any choice as the Synod was using our church as the AGM venue and was from 2pm -6pm.
Well practice was fine. Things went on smoothly and we ended at about 1.15pm. I was famished by then. So we (the worship team) decided to go to PS for lunch. After practice I was super tired, emo-ed, sian diao-ed. I didnt know why, so when they ask me what happened to me I just told them that I was trying to be Shaun, autistic :)
We went to PS Cartel for lunch and it was fabulous. Really good :) I mean its not like super uber good. But I guess I had good company and the food was really tasty and thus I'm satisfied. Then they wanted to go and get a birthday card for Rae, whose birthday is just 2 days away. So we went hunting for a nice card. It was only then that I realised why I was so moody and sian diao. I think I was falling sick. So we left PS at about 3pm and I was home by 4.
Not feeling too well, I had a bath and decided to take a nap. When I woke up at 6pm, I was running a fever. I went to pop 2 panadols for cold and went back to sleep. Hoping I'll get better. When I was up again at 8pm, the fever was still on. I decided not to sleep and waited till 10pm before I went to bed. All through the night I was awoken by the heat my body was generating. I decided to take another 2 panadols hoping things will be fine. It was also then that I decided to pray.
I prayed that God whose wound, 39 slashes of the whip that binds all the illnesses in the world would heal me of this fever. That my recovery will be a testimony to His promise and greatness to who He is. That through this I would know that my God hears the prayers of His people. And that at service the next day I would play drum by the Spirit and not on my own strength.
When I woke up at 7am, my fever was GONE! what a miracle. Seriously, to me, a fever that has been running for more than 12 hours and gone by the time I needed to wake up and go to church is a Miracle! I gave thanks to God who did it. It was through Him that all my weaknesses and iniquity were removed.
In between all these drama about the fever, I had dreams. I dreamt that she was taking care of me cause I had a fever. Then I got woken up. So I thought, hey that wasnt a bad dream.
Then I fell asleep again. This time she was in my house. But secretly. We were kinda like together but not to the knowledge of my parents. and in the end we got busted. and I woke up again.
I guess my brain got rather fried dreaming all these things and with a temperature running at the same time.
You guys asked me why I dont want to go home since I'm not feeling well. I dare not answer there and then, but here it is. I rather attend the meeting, sit there and say nothing to see her smile.
I rather hangout more, every minute is a blessing more to me. Lunch was awesome again :)
If you guys understand this, please dont say anything to anyone. Keep it within yourselves and let it be our little secret. I cant do anything about it but just continue to pray that something good may happen in the end. Please dont talk about it lest this pleasant situation turns for the worse. Thank you :)
Well practice was fine. Things went on smoothly and we ended at about 1.15pm. I was famished by then. So we (the worship team) decided to go to PS for lunch. After practice I was super tired, emo-ed, sian diao-ed. I didnt know why, so when they ask me what happened to me I just told them that I was trying to be Shaun, autistic :)
We went to PS Cartel for lunch and it was fabulous. Really good :) I mean its not like super uber good. But I guess I had good company and the food was really tasty and thus I'm satisfied. Then they wanted to go and get a birthday card for Rae, whose birthday is just 2 days away. So we went hunting for a nice card. It was only then that I realised why I was so moody and sian diao. I think I was falling sick. So we left PS at about 3pm and I was home by 4.
Not feeling too well, I had a bath and decided to take a nap. When I woke up at 6pm, I was running a fever. I went to pop 2 panadols for cold and went back to sleep. Hoping I'll get better. When I was up again at 8pm, the fever was still on. I decided not to sleep and waited till 10pm before I went to bed. All through the night I was awoken by the heat my body was generating. I decided to take another 2 panadols hoping things will be fine. It was also then that I decided to pray.
I prayed that God whose wound, 39 slashes of the whip that binds all the illnesses in the world would heal me of this fever. That my recovery will be a testimony to His promise and greatness to who He is. That through this I would know that my God hears the prayers of His people. And that at service the next day I would play drum by the Spirit and not on my own strength.
When I woke up at 7am, my fever was GONE! what a miracle. Seriously, to me, a fever that has been running for more than 12 hours and gone by the time I needed to wake up and go to church is a Miracle! I gave thanks to God who did it. It was through Him that all my weaknesses and iniquity were removed.
In between all these drama about the fever, I had dreams. I dreamt that she was taking care of me cause I had a fever. Then I got woken up. So I thought, hey that wasnt a bad dream.
Then I fell asleep again. This time she was in my house. But secretly. We were kinda like together but not to the knowledge of my parents. and in the end we got busted. and I woke up again.
I guess my brain got rather fried dreaming all these things and with a temperature running at the same time.
You guys asked me why I dont want to go home since I'm not feeling well. I dare not answer there and then, but here it is. I rather attend the meeting, sit there and say nothing to see her smile.
I rather hangout more, every minute is a blessing more to me. Lunch was awesome again :)
If you guys understand this, please dont say anything to anyone. Keep it within yourselves and let it be our little secret. I cant do anything about it but just continue to pray that something good may happen in the end. Please dont talk about it lest this pleasant situation turns for the worse. Thank you :)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
POC LOH!
Yes, 1month and 3weeks have flown by. Today, my leave has officially ended. For the next 10days, I'll be having off that is given by my BMTC SCH 2 Company, RAVEN Coy. 14days BLOCK LEAVE! EAT THAT!
YAY! BMT is finally over. I dont hate BMT, but its just dont like. Who likes to be in prison, grounded or confined to regimentation? I like my Platoon people, my section mates, my buddy, my sergeants, commanders, officers. Just dont like the life and training that has to be done there. ACS has a different meaning now. Its now Anglo-Chinese School, its Area Cleaning Specialist :)
I Thank God for His provident for the time I spent in Tekong. I can say from the bottom of my heart that I'm truely Blessed. Thank you Lord.
While in BMT I have thought about a person alot. Dreamt about her, thought about her, wondered what she might be doing, prayed about her. I spent quite a bit of my free time doing just that. Right now, I'm still thinking about her. I dont know why the sudden surge of feelings. I quite sure that she is really the one. BUT, i dont know. Thing dont seem right. I hope the Lord show me how, show me the way to her heart.
Dear girl I know you dont know who you are and I pray that you would be the one I build my home with...
YAY! BMT is finally over. I dont hate BMT, but its just dont like. Who likes to be in prison, grounded or confined to regimentation? I like my Platoon people, my section mates, my buddy, my sergeants, commanders, officers. Just dont like the life and training that has to be done there. ACS has a different meaning now. Its now Anglo-Chinese School, its Area Cleaning Specialist :)
I Thank God for His provident for the time I spent in Tekong. I can say from the bottom of my heart that I'm truely Blessed. Thank you Lord.
While in BMT I have thought about a person alot. Dreamt about her, thought about her, wondered what she might be doing, prayed about her. I spent quite a bit of my free time doing just that. Right now, I'm still thinking about her. I dont know why the sudden surge of feelings. I quite sure that she is really the one. BUT, i dont know. Thing dont seem right. I hope the Lord show me how, show me the way to her heart.
Dear girl I know you dont know who you are and I pray that you would be the one I build my home with...
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