Sunday, January 13, 2008

Fever!

Yesterday I had worship practice in church at 11am. Yes, 11am. Freaking early huh?! but there wasnt any choice as the Synod was using our church as the AGM venue and was from 2pm -6pm.

Well practice was fine. Things went on smoothly and we ended at about 1.15pm. I was famished by then. So we (the worship team) decided to go to PS for lunch. After practice I was super tired, emo-ed, sian diao-ed. I didnt know why, so when they ask me what happened to me I just told them that I was trying to be Shaun, autistic :)

We went to PS Cartel for lunch and it was fabulous. Really good :) I mean its not like super uber good. But I guess I had good company and the food was really tasty and thus I'm satisfied. Then they wanted to go and get a birthday card for Rae, whose birthday is just 2 days away. So we went hunting for a nice card. It was only then that I realised why I was so moody and sian diao. I think I was falling sick. So we left PS at about 3pm and I was home by 4.

Not feeling too well, I had a bath and decided to take a nap. When I woke up at 6pm, I was running a fever. I went to pop 2 panadols for cold and went back to sleep. Hoping I'll get better. When I was up again at 8pm, the fever was still on. I decided not to sleep and waited till 10pm before I went to bed. All through the night I was awoken by the heat my body was generating. I decided to take another 2 panadols hoping things will be fine. It was also then that I decided to pray.

I prayed that God whose wound, 39 slashes of the whip that binds all the illnesses in the world would heal me of this fever. That my recovery will be a testimony to His promise and greatness to who He is. That through this I would know that my God hears the prayers of His people. And that at service the next day I would play drum by the Spirit and not on my own strength.

When I woke up at 7am, my fever was GONE! what a miracle. Seriously, to me, a fever that has been running for more than 12 hours and gone by the time I needed to wake up and go to church is a Miracle! I gave thanks to God who did it. It was through Him that all my weaknesses and iniquity were removed.

In between all these drama about the fever, I had dreams. I dreamt that she was taking care of me cause I had a fever. Then I got woken up. So I thought, hey that wasnt a bad dream.

Then I fell asleep again. This time she was in my house. But secretly. We were kinda like together but not to the knowledge of my parents. and in the end we got busted. and I woke up again.

I guess my brain got rather fried dreaming all these things and with a temperature running at the same time.

You guys asked me why I dont want to go home since I'm not feeling well. I dare not answer there and then, but here it is. I rather attend the meeting, sit there and say nothing to see her smile.

I rather hangout more, every minute is a blessing more to me. Lunch was awesome again :)

If you guys understand this, please dont say anything to anyone. Keep it within yourselves and let it be our little secret. I cant do anything about it but just continue to pray that something good may happen in the end. Please dont talk about it lest this pleasant situation turns for the worse. Thank you :)

2 comments:

clareclare said...

all the best cuzzie. keep your focus on God. =) He's the reason we live! =) see you on intranet soon! whee!

Vin- said...

i seriously dont think my unit has intranet. and i dont think my unit will let me have time to be on intranet. and yes, i got my focus right, praying that all would fall in nice and well together.