We were meant to live for so much more

Ok, I know its been a while since I last updated this, but this time I'm blogging it to have this memory stored in here. I find this blog rather reliable.

Now, last Sunday, Mr Watchman Ngiam was the speaker at my church service and my group wanted to meet him to have him pray for us. Little did we know he had to leave (he still have to go back to his church to teach a class), so he asked Ailyn to speak to us, pray for us and etc. With her was Wilson and Theoria.

Let me fast forward this part to the part where we played a prophetic game. Wilson told us that we were going to play a prophetic game. We will take a few minutes to ask God for the keys to open our treasure chest. Each of our angels is carrying our treasure chest and inside we will find what our gifts are and they can point to us what our roles are also.

So I felt that mine was behind me on the left side, so I turned around and walk a few steps to the left and bend down, I kinda saw (in my mind) the chest on the ground. My key is the glory of God. A ball like thing. Its formless cause its like light (Illumination) but in the shape of a ball, but its heavy and the weight can be felt. Using that ball, I opened the chest.

Inside my chest was half filled with the same glory. Then I saw "Prayer" inside also and a Bible that was flowing with oil. Until now I still cant remember what else was inside, I know there should be more stuffs, but I cant remember.
(edited: a few days later I recall seeing a scalpel inside my chest)

After I saw all these, I was brought to a place in Space. There was no planets around, just millions and millions of stars. Then God said, I'll show you and flood in my glory. And in that midst of Darkness, His glory floods the whole place and I thought I could almost see His face. Just at that moment, Wilson asked us to described what we saw.

After we all had shared, Wilson said, He has 3 letters for Mark, Eunice and myself: PWR respectively. That is the short form for "Power" but more it means more than just that. P is for Prophetic, W is for Wisdom, R is for Revelation. And we will be working very closely with one another.

Then Ailyn said that she saw us like a body of a plane and I was the headlights, pointing and illuminating the way. Then she also saw us working in pairs; Mark and Joyce, Eunice and EnMin, Cass and I.

After that we got prayed for individually. And Ailyny said that she saw lightning all over and that it represents revelation. Words of revelation are like lightning, they can pierce deep into the hearts of man. And she said that since the first time she met me, she felt that I am a strategic person, good at planning things, probably that is why she saw me as the headlight of the plane, leading the group with a plan/strategy. She also prayed that I stand firm and not shift or succumb to pressure. She also said she saw something in me that I have been hiding for a long while, even my closest friends do not know it and God is saying that its alright to let it out, I dont have to hide it. But honestly, I'm not sure what it is. She also prayed that I would have more favour, unmerited favour and grace to be upon me. Lastly she saw a picture that I was leading a band, with an electric guitar and that it looks like a rock band but its not, and it was in a huge venue.

That vision she saw was a vision that I had seen 3 years ago. Just that when God showed that vision to her and she saw it from the front, when He showed me that vision, I saw it from the backstage. That was the only difference.

Oh man, I'm holding on to all these promises. I know He will bring them to pass no matter what my current situation may seem.

Updates

Ahhh, nothing like being in His presence and being with His people who are like-minded in seeking Him. Some people just dont get it...

In other news, I'm done with my interview and audition! It was so cool meeting the professors from Berklee who talks to you like you are at the same level as they are. Really awesome people. The trip up to KL was fine, thank God for the good time I spent there with mummy and also God's favour and grace to reach the location of the audition with ease and without being caught in the famous KL jam.

If it all goes well and God allows, I'll be packing and be getting ready to go to Berklee for my studies. Hello to the USA! I am so excited waiting for the results, cant wait to go there now!

While reading Ephesians

I had this random thought about the 6 of us in the 5 fold Ministry:

Eunice: teacher/apostle
Cass: apostle/evangelist
Joyce: pastor/evangelist
Mark: prophet/pastor
Enmin: evangelist/teacher/apostle/prophet/pastor
Vin: pastor/prophet

In order of what they are the most. This is just what I think, based on what I know. Will this come to pass?

Are You the One?

You dont have to be rich, sexy or famous.

SO as long as you love Jesus, Daddy God and the Holy Spirit; have a heart for the homeless, lost and hungry; willing to go to the ends of the earth to share His love,

I want you.

Being pretty is a bonus. Being domesticated will ease the housework. Being a singer/musician will help my career. Being intelligent will balance out our IQ

Being you makes my life complete.

I've got 3 loves

I've been thinking for the past few days. I've come to realise that there are 3 things that I would pursue.

1) Music - specifically acoustic guitars for now.

2) Photography - hardware of it eg. camerma body/lens.

3) Food - Nothing in particular, but I love good pastas.

Music is an art and a science, when you have to put it onto a tape or when you need to treat an acoustic place for it to really sound good.

Photography is an art and a science, when you need to know how light affects an image, shutter speed, aperture size and results in a breath taking moment.

Food is an art and a science, when it comes to nutritional values, taste and colour. How different knife affect the cut of a meat, the blenders, stoves, temperature, you know it, the precision of time in cooking.

All these that I love are both an art and a science. There is creativity and skill involved in all these. I love that these 2 facts cooperate to produce something so good that for years, these industries never died out. And I realise that God is much like that too. He loves Arts and Science. When He created you, the complex science of how a man was formed is in you, and it was His masterpiece, nothing short of the same image of God Himself. And to live for Him is an honour in itself. Nothing beats living and being seen as the Son of my Father who is in heaven. That's my identity and in my work, I yearn to be recgonized for that. Someone who brings out the Presence of the Father in music, photos and food.

This life, I fear is far too short. I know I cannot do anything to bring a person to Christ, but if it had been a catalyse or a starting point, then that's good enough. My Father will have His will done on earth as it is in Heaven. Amen.

I'm so HOT I feel like I'm on FIRE!

Today is just such an amazing day that I have to blog about it and keep it as records.

Today at 10am, I went to attend Heidi Baker's conference. Last night I really felt the Lord's presence and I heard Him speaking to me. And in the morning as I heard her speak again, I didnt really felt stirred, but at the end of the day, as I was traveling home, I recalled these words she say. Give 100% to Jesus, give 100% to Him. And I am desperate for MORE OF HIM! As I pour out my cup, He'll fill it up again and again and again. Everyday!

So as I was waiting for the bus, I was on my ipod and I heard Him say, " Off it, I wanna speak to you." I obeyed. I just did. Switched off the ipod, keep it in my bag and He spoke to me.

He reminded me of the favour I had in the afternoon. I went to School of Music and Arts (SoMA) in the afternoon wanting to speak to some of the teachers there who have graduated from Berklee. I went there, was kinda late for any workshop that I registered and well, I end up talking to the mother of the Director of SoMA. She insisted that she get her son to talk to me and I was like, WOW! That is some string pulling and I never expected that. Though I didnt manage to talk to him about Berklee, I had an appointment (sort of) made with him to come by for a chit chat. What a great favour! I'm truly in awe of God and the favour He's given to me.

After reminding me about the afternoon event, He reminded me of what watchman taught at the YA retreat. Watchman taught us how to be HOT! We Hear, we Obey, we Trust. In that sequence, in that order. Dont question, just listen and obey and trust. And that is what I did with my ipod. Simple simple instructions.

Then He led me to pray. He led me to pray for Uncle Jeremy and his baby. I called upon Jesus, I know that the baby is not still born or miscarriage. I prayed that the heart of the baby will begin to beat strongly again so that the doctors can scan for the heart beat. God created all of us in our mother's womb and He know's best and He made us wonderful to reflect His wondrous love. I kept speaking LIFE into the womb, LIFE and more LIFE!

As I called out and interceded, I had a vision of Covenant Presbyterian Church. I was in the Sanctuary and I saw heaven in there. Angels were in the Sanctuary worshiping Jesus. God's presence was there. He brought His throne to our sanctuary. He made it His resting place! How AMAZING! HOW GLORIOUS! and I keep saying YES LORD! YES LORD! That is where I wanna be! WOW! WOW! WOW! And this very night, the angels are just preparing the Sanctuary to receive His presence and His Glory for tomorrow's service. WHAT A REVELATION. And as I gaze around this familar place, I saw the stained glass that is all around the sanctuary. The painting of the stain glass represents living water but this night I had the revelation that its more than living waters alone. For this night, tomorrow morning, its OIL! HOLY OIL FROM HEAVEN! Its flowing round and down the middle stain glass and I just shouted instinctively, "SET IT ON FIRE LORD" and He did. He set it on fire that the church becomes a LIGHTHOUSE! WOW! WOW! WOW! What a vision! What an image! The fire never stopped burning. All around the roof where stain glass is, is filled with oil and the OIL IS ON FIRE!!! and it flows round and round and down the middle stain glass and what a great fire! What a great LIGHTHOUSE! and I vividly remember the Lord saying, "This is my house of prayer, of worship, of great light, where missionaries are sent out." And I answered Yes Lord, YES LORD! Let it all come to pass. Let it be as you said it would be.

And by this time I was already walking home. I was about 2-3mins from home. And I told the Lord. I wanna blog about this. I wanna write this testimony and vision and everything. Lord please let my internet be working (as it has been down for about 4 days). The first thing I asked when I reached home was "is the internet working?" and my brother replied ya. Mummy got it working this afternoon. My heart ERUPTED WITH JOY! I cant believe that Jesus answered my tiny little prayer about the internet!!! I know how much He wants me to write this testimony! Glory to GOD in the HIGHEST!

As I shower and begin to prepare to sleep, I was singing praises to God, worshiping Him and I feel so very HOT! My whole body feels like I'm on FIRE! WOW!! WOW!! Its a great feeling! Its great cause I know the Holy Spirit is flowing in and around and about and through me!

This is all able to be posted because JESUS IS A LIVING GOD WHO LOVES ME AND HEARS MY PRAYER AND IS SO INTERESTED IN MY LIFE!!!

AND Jesus love you too, and He is just as interested in my life and He is in yours!

God bless!

some words and thoughts

Forgive and forget, judge not, lest be judged. Let him who has no sin cast the first stone. - Jan 11 10

We show grace and mercy towards our adversary to examplify Christ who is in Heaven. And the reason to do so when is because, I am not my own, I have been purchased with His blood.

Worship is really about people being in God's presence together. Its when God comes and be among His people. Music alone or instrument(s) cant usher in God's presence, only the heart of a worshiper can. - Jan 12 10