Monday, June 29, 2009
Increased heart-rate
Why does my heart beat faster when I look at your pics? Can anyone tell me if the increase in heart beat usually mean that you are falling for that person? Oh my, what a time to be...
Monday, June 22, 2009
YaYA Camp 2009!
AWESOME!
That's what I can say of the YaYA camp '09. God is working so greatly in our church that I am so amazed at all that has happened. It wasn't just the programme that made the camp so good. It wasn't just the speakers who came to minister to us. It wasn't just the people who came that made it so good. GOD WAS WITH US ALL THE TIME. That's what made the camp so incredible. His perpetual presence that lingered in our church caused so much to happen.
I have so much thanks to say in here. Thanks to the committee that ran the camp. Thanks to the church for so graciously allowing us to use it as a camp venue. Thanks to the KL people who are so crazy for God and to hear Sarah and to have fellowship with us that they came all the way here to join us! They made a difference! Thanks to my group members so are so great that Heyyyy, we won most of the stuffs! Thanks to the other campers who came. You know, thank you everyone who came. Even if you did nothing, being part of this whole camp made a difference.
I am so happy that Sarah and Wan Hsi came to minister to us. They spoke things that really empower us to live as supernatural christians. Sarah took us through a time of coming to God naked, then she told us what we should live out in our lives, she showed us that our motivation for doing should be out of love and Wan Hsi's session of prophetic worship BROKE THE CHAINS OF BONDAGE! After her session I felt so REFRESHED! It was like SOZU( I think ). I have been so blessed. Far beyond what I came to seek.
Sarah and Wan Hsi did a session that really excited me tremedously. Today we were taught about angels. And I know I can roughly see them. I never knew that it would be that easy, just trusting my imagination. I am so excited. I am going to ask God how many angels do I have and I am going to ask other to confirm that for me.
Last but not least, I thank God for bringing me through a time of greater anointing. A week ago, I couldn't worship at all. I tried to play through the list I planned but nothing seems right. I ask others to cover me in prayer and I kept trying. Everything seems so wrong. Then I scraped that list. And changed it to something else. At practise it was ok, and I was gaining my confidence back. On Sunday, many told me how minister they were but my leading and I could only thank God and give Him the Honour.
I thought, thank God I managed to get my act back together, but God told me, I took away your ability to worship just to see what you would do. I was more interested in worship and music than I was in Him and that was a test to see what I would do. Thank God for His grace. I seeked Him and He gave me grace to do what I was called to do. But He did remind me that if I went back to loving music and worship more than Him, He would take my ability away again.
Oh by the way, He changed my calling. I am not going to be a full time sound engineer. That is just a skill set and interest. He wants me to be a travelling Worship pastor. Ministering to people all over the place. A heart for the Youths.
Yeah, something along that line. I AM EXCITED!
That's what I can say of the YaYA camp '09. God is working so greatly in our church that I am so amazed at all that has happened. It wasn't just the programme that made the camp so good. It wasn't just the speakers who came to minister to us. It wasn't just the people who came that made it so good. GOD WAS WITH US ALL THE TIME. That's what made the camp so incredible. His perpetual presence that lingered in our church caused so much to happen.
I have so much thanks to say in here. Thanks to the committee that ran the camp. Thanks to the church for so graciously allowing us to use it as a camp venue. Thanks to the KL people who are so crazy for God and to hear Sarah and to have fellowship with us that they came all the way here to join us! They made a difference! Thanks to my group members so are so great that Heyyyy, we won most of the stuffs! Thanks to the other campers who came. You know, thank you everyone who came. Even if you did nothing, being part of this whole camp made a difference.
I am so happy that Sarah and Wan Hsi came to minister to us. They spoke things that really empower us to live as supernatural christians. Sarah took us through a time of coming to God naked, then she told us what we should live out in our lives, she showed us that our motivation for doing should be out of love and Wan Hsi's session of prophetic worship BROKE THE CHAINS OF BONDAGE! After her session I felt so REFRESHED! It was like SOZU( I think ). I have been so blessed. Far beyond what I came to seek.
Sarah and Wan Hsi did a session that really excited me tremedously. Today we were taught about angels. And I know I can roughly see them. I never knew that it would be that easy, just trusting my imagination. I am so excited. I am going to ask God how many angels do I have and I am going to ask other to confirm that for me.
Last but not least, I thank God for bringing me through a time of greater anointing. A week ago, I couldn't worship at all. I tried to play through the list I planned but nothing seems right. I ask others to cover me in prayer and I kept trying. Everything seems so wrong. Then I scraped that list. And changed it to something else. At practise it was ok, and I was gaining my confidence back. On Sunday, many told me how minister they were but my leading and I could only thank God and give Him the Honour.
I thought, thank God I managed to get my act back together, but God told me, I took away your ability to worship just to see what you would do. I was more interested in worship and music than I was in Him and that was a test to see what I would do. Thank God for His grace. I seeked Him and He gave me grace to do what I was called to do. But He did remind me that if I went back to loving music and worship more than Him, He would take my ability away again.
Oh by the way, He changed my calling. I am not going to be a full time sound engineer. That is just a skill set and interest. He wants me to be a travelling Worship pastor. Ministering to people all over the place. A heart for the Youths.
Yeah, something along that line. I AM EXCITED!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Cheater!
Ok, so for the last 5 days I've been attending Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry at COOS. The primary teacher for these 5 days is Kris Vallaton and he is really an anointed speaker/prophet/teacher. Loved the way he does this conference.
So tonight was his last night and he needed to catch a 3am plane so he leaves early and hands the session to his co partner and teacher for week 2, Kevin. The guy who wrote the book on treasure hunt. Well, anyway, he told a story about a girl who looked 60+ even though she was only 30+. This was due to the fact that her kidneys had failed and she is waiting for a transplant.
So this lady wanted to be healed very badly but she was told by her elders in her church that because she signed up on the list to be in wait for a kidney transplant, God was unhappy with her and she would never be healed by God.
When Kevin heard this, he shouted at her, NO WAY! God is more than pleased with you. The issue isn't if you signed up on that list or not. He loves you anyway! While talking to her, he gets a vision and he sees God laugh and dancing around her. So Kevin prayed and laughed while praying for her. She then started shouting, "I'm on fire! I'm on fire! Fan me! Fan me!"
It was as if she was burning so fiercely that she suddenly jumped out of her seat and starting running round the hall saying, I'm healed! I'm healed. This so amazing because for the last 3 years, she has been bed-ridden due to her kidney failure. She needed help to sit and get up. Here she is now, jumping up from her seat and started running around the hall yelling I'm heal! I'm heal!
When she went back to see her doctors, they were perplexed because they wondered how she has gotten a new kidney when her name was on the list and she hasn't been in there yet for a transplant! Now there was not just one doctor who checked and confirm that it was a new kidney. 4 doctors did the same thing and got the same result!
As I listened to that testimony I told God in my mind,
Me: You cheated!
God: I didn't.
Me: You did. You gave her a new kidney and confused all the doctors.
God: I'm not a cheater. I am the Creator. I made her a new kidney just because I can.
*Smirks at me*
I laughed at His explaination. How great is my God whom I worship and love. He does things just because He can and becuase He loves me. I just cant imagine how much more would He lavish on me just because He can and because if I can think about it, He has to do much more, as He promised. My God is the God of the Impossible. I love Him.
So tonight was his last night and he needed to catch a 3am plane so he leaves early and hands the session to his co partner and teacher for week 2, Kevin. The guy who wrote the book on treasure hunt. Well, anyway, he told a story about a girl who looked 60+ even though she was only 30+. This was due to the fact that her kidneys had failed and she is waiting for a transplant.
So this lady wanted to be healed very badly but she was told by her elders in her church that because she signed up on the list to be in wait for a kidney transplant, God was unhappy with her and she would never be healed by God.
When Kevin heard this, he shouted at her, NO WAY! God is more than pleased with you. The issue isn't if you signed up on that list or not. He loves you anyway! While talking to her, he gets a vision and he sees God laugh and dancing around her. So Kevin prayed and laughed while praying for her. She then started shouting, "I'm on fire! I'm on fire! Fan me! Fan me!"
It was as if she was burning so fiercely that she suddenly jumped out of her seat and starting running round the hall saying, I'm healed! I'm healed. This so amazing because for the last 3 years, she has been bed-ridden due to her kidney failure. She needed help to sit and get up. Here she is now, jumping up from her seat and started running around the hall yelling I'm heal! I'm heal!
When she went back to see her doctors, they were perplexed because they wondered how she has gotten a new kidney when her name was on the list and she hasn't been in there yet for a transplant! Now there was not just one doctor who checked and confirm that it was a new kidney. 4 doctors did the same thing and got the same result!
As I listened to that testimony I told God in my mind,
Me: You cheated!
God: I didn't.
Me: You did. You gave her a new kidney and confused all the doctors.
God: I'm not a cheater. I am the Creator. I made her a new kidney just because I can.
*Smirks at me*
I laughed at His explaination. How great is my God whom I worship and love. He does things just because He can and becuase He loves me. I just cant imagine how much more would He lavish on me just because He can and because if I can think about it, He has to do much more, as He promised. My God is the God of the Impossible. I love Him.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Randomness
I do like Js, I seem to find one almost everywhere I go. I even talked to one just minutes ago. I need sleep now. Please win Barcelona!
KL Mission Trip 2009 - Testimony
I believe that the team would agree with me that KL Mission Trip 2009 was beyond AWESOME!
There we met God. There we worshipped God. There we ministered to others. There we prophesy. There our lives were changed.
I thank God that I was part of the team there and I thank Henry and Sarah who lead us.
I was ministered to by Sarah the first night I met her. Her prophesy encouraged me to continue my walk with God and to be prepared to impact the lives of others. She even bolldly claimed that we will all prophesy by the end of the trip. The preparation part was important and I thank Henry for making us read all the Gospel of Mark, his mission essay, slavary to sonship by sarah yang and treasure hunt. All these preparation gave me the ammunitions that I needed over there in KL.
God's goodness began when I felt His prompting to ask for anointing from my spiritual leaders, Henry and Sarah. After I did that, I began to have accurate prophesies and prayed for anointing over 2 people. As He anointed me and activated my gifts, I grew bolder and prayed for more people. The practical sessions that Sarah led gave me even more courage as what I prophesy was not only accurate but encouraging, edifying and comforting! I also asked Wan Hsi, Sarah's partner in this trip to anoint me as I looked up to her as my spiritual leader in this trip. After that when I led worship for saturday night, I felt so peaceful and calmed that I led as if I was alone in my room worshipping God. I felt God's presence so strongly that I didnt want to stop worshipping.
The highlight for me was on Sunday when we formed a fire tunnel to pray for the people in Antioch church. There God gave me so many prophetic words and images that I kept praying and prophesying over the people. It was easily more than 10 people. I also anointed many and prayed for them for almost and hour.
The hospitality that Pastor Chris and his church members showed towards us is something I feel we can never reciprocrate. But their acts of kindness and love towards our team only showed me how great and generous our God is. He is indeed Jehovah Jireh, God our provider. Everything that happened in KL is something that I would never forget. The friendship bond, the experience with God, the accelerated spiritual growth and everything else, I will hold dearly in my heart. I am now living the life of a supernatural christian where its relational, not religious.
To God be the Glory!
There we met God. There we worshipped God. There we ministered to others. There we prophesy. There our lives were changed.
I thank God that I was part of the team there and I thank Henry and Sarah who lead us.
I was ministered to by Sarah the first night I met her. Her prophesy encouraged me to continue my walk with God and to be prepared to impact the lives of others. She even bolldly claimed that we will all prophesy by the end of the trip. The preparation part was important and I thank Henry for making us read all the Gospel of Mark, his mission essay, slavary to sonship by sarah yang and treasure hunt. All these preparation gave me the ammunitions that I needed over there in KL.
God's goodness began when I felt His prompting to ask for anointing from my spiritual leaders, Henry and Sarah. After I did that, I began to have accurate prophesies and prayed for anointing over 2 people. As He anointed me and activated my gifts, I grew bolder and prayed for more people. The practical sessions that Sarah led gave me even more courage as what I prophesy was not only accurate but encouraging, edifying and comforting! I also asked Wan Hsi, Sarah's partner in this trip to anoint me as I looked up to her as my spiritual leader in this trip. After that when I led worship for saturday night, I felt so peaceful and calmed that I led as if I was alone in my room worshipping God. I felt God's presence so strongly that I didnt want to stop worshipping.
The highlight for me was on Sunday when we formed a fire tunnel to pray for the people in Antioch church. There God gave me so many prophetic words and images that I kept praying and prophesying over the people. It was easily more than 10 people. I also anointed many and prayed for them for almost and hour.
The hospitality that Pastor Chris and his church members showed towards us is something I feel we can never reciprocrate. But their acts of kindness and love towards our team only showed me how great and generous our God is. He is indeed Jehovah Jireh, God our provider. Everything that happened in KL is something that I would never forget. The friendship bond, the experience with God, the accelerated spiritual growth and everything else, I will hold dearly in my heart. I am now living the life of a supernatural christian where its relational, not religious.
To God be the Glory!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
A certain J
Well, my facebook quiz says that the person I am in love with has a name that starts with a G. I so dont believe.
In anycase, today, I went to certain DBS branch just to try my luck. The last time I went there I saw her and she was the 'One' kinda girl and I knew it deep within me. Besides, I have a thing for girls who wear braces. I'm very sure she did though she wasnt wearing any now. Well today I went there again on the pretext that I wanna change my ATM card. Lo and behold, there she was sitting behind the counter studying. I felt embarrassed that I was tall enough to look over the counter and see her scrambling to bookmark the page and keep her highlighter. She was reading some principle on basic insurance policy or something like that.
She looked different from the last time I saw her. Then she was wearing contacts, very working class lady-like manner. Today, she was bespectacled with a sequined hairband. More like a school girl doing part time. She's pretty cute, really, pretty and cute combined into one. As I walked in she had this guilty look of being caught studying as I reach the counter. I waited for her as she packed her stuff to attend to me. and I told her my request to which she promptly executed.
It was all done in less than 10 minutes I think and I didnt know what else to say to prolong our conversation. I had no self confidence and courage to ask her out or something. Maybe its because both times I went there I was in my uniform. Right now, I am thinking of how to get back there to talk to her again. Maybe inquire about opening an account for investments or something. Anything so that I have business to be there. Maybe I should apply for a part time job there. And by the way, her name starts with J. I like Js :>
In anycase, today, I went to certain DBS branch just to try my luck. The last time I went there I saw her and she was the 'One' kinda girl and I knew it deep within me. Besides, I have a thing for girls who wear braces. I'm very sure she did though she wasnt wearing any now. Well today I went there again on the pretext that I wanna change my ATM card. Lo and behold, there she was sitting behind the counter studying. I felt embarrassed that I was tall enough to look over the counter and see her scrambling to bookmark the page and keep her highlighter. She was reading some principle on basic insurance policy or something like that.
She looked different from the last time I saw her. Then she was wearing contacts, very working class lady-like manner. Today, she was bespectacled with a sequined hairband. More like a school girl doing part time. She's pretty cute, really, pretty and cute combined into one. As I walked in she had this guilty look of being caught studying as I reach the counter. I waited for her as she packed her stuff to attend to me. and I told her my request to which she promptly executed.
It was all done in less than 10 minutes I think and I didnt know what else to say to prolong our conversation. I had no self confidence and courage to ask her out or something. Maybe its because both times I went there I was in my uniform. Right now, I am thinking of how to get back there to talk to her again. Maybe inquire about opening an account for investments or something. Anything so that I have business to be there. Maybe I should apply for a part time job there. And by the way, her name starts with J. I like Js :>
Monday, May 18, 2009
To God be the glory!
I thank God for the community of members who have been so encouraging. I thank God for answering my prayers. I thank God that when I dont feel nervous when I ought to it is because His peace has surrounded me. I thank God that even when I screw up, things still go on smoothly cause I have an amazing team that is backing me up. I thank GOd that this doesnt feel as intimidating as it should be because He has given me enough time to get ready. I thank God that He has placed models for me to follow that I might find ease as doing this. I thank God for this opportunity to honour Him in this manner. I thank God because without Him, this is not possible.
To God be the Glory!
To God be the Glory!
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