Decisions

Do I have to make such a huge decision now? Its unfair to me cause no matter what I say it would be wrong to you or to me. If I agree to what you wanted me to do, then it'll upset you that I'm not ready to take over, or that I'm not putting enough effort or that I'm not interested at all. If i told you my plans you'll be even more fed up cause I dont wanna do your business and then you go on a whole guilt trip about how hard it is earning money and now having to give the business to someone else. I dont know what to do. And even this answer seems to infurate you. So tell me now, dreams, reality or faith? I dont know which one to follow.