Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Random Ramble

She is not exactly dream girl, but she's so attractive that I'm hooked. She aint a beauty, though I'm a beast, but she has an X factor that I cannot resist. Her character and personality as won me over and I loved they way she smiles at me. I felt stupid for that one time I said that I liked her but dare not admit it when she asked cause I was afraid of how things would have turned out then. How foolish of me to toy with her feelings, this incident I'll never forget. She's just so friendly to everyone, and I cant help feeling that she like me too sometimes right? Every now and then as I look at her photos, I'm inspired to write a song about how she has affected me. Looking at her gives me a good vibe, melodies and words just spring out from no where right into my head. She is very creative too. I loved the way things looked from her point of view. She draws really well, probably a natural talent where art is concern. She is good fun too, crazy, rebellious and wild, she satisfy that wild side of me. But she is domestic as well, I believe she can whip up a decent meal if she wants too. She dresses in a way that suits my eye, especially a style I cant resist taking a second look. She may not have all that I want in a girl, but in her own rights, she is perfect. Perfect enough for me. But alas, she is already taken. Something I might just live to regret. Oh why do I always seem to like lil Miss Popular?

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Same Quiz, but a tweak a few answers and here is the secondary side of me.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Passions

Can there be too many/too much passions? I'm just thinking about it all. Would I have the time to do all that I want to and at the same time not neglecting God? Would my passions consume me and burn me out? Can my interest and passion bring bread to the table? Yea, I have a lot of questions and I dont know many answers to it.

I was just looking at this great female luthier's website and it stunned me at the price of her guitar. It is a whopping USD16,000!!! And there I was saying that there isn't much money to be made out of being a luthier. Maybe she is based in Canada and she is rather famous now so she can charge this kinda price. I wonder how much would my guitars cost next time when I try selling it. Perhaps the Singapore market is too small, but I wont be surprised by what God can do. And I pray that He would approve of my passions.

Music, Production, Luthier. Each would cost me a lot of money. It'll be acquisitions after acquisitions, a never ending story, much like chasing for the things of this world. Would it all count for naught? Of which, none of these I can bring to heaven and the only thing that I can bring is a heart of worship and the close relationship I have with Him.

I dont know. Seems like I got it all planned out and fired up for. Will these all come to pass?