Freakishly accurate

Your Existing Situation

"Very emotional and artistic, enjoys being surrounded by beauty and art. Looking for a partner who always has an eye for beauty and who enjoys close, loving relationships."

Your Stress Sources

"Demands to be noticed by others as an important individual, needs attention and recognition. His current situation is leaving him dissatisfied. He feels he needs to make friends with those who hold the same high standards he does. Wants to stand out as someone at the top of his class and be admired by others. He needs to feel in control which makes it difficult to give of himself to another person. He feels isolated and alone but refuses to appear weak and continues to be emotionally distant from others in order to keep his attitude of superiority. "

Your Restrained Characteristics

Current events leave him feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
Current situations force him into compromise and placing his own hopes and desires on hold for the time being.
"Insists his hopes and ideas are realistic and achievable, but needs encouragement and support. His self-centeredness can cause him to take things too personally."
"Insists his hopes and ideas are realistic and achievable, but needs encouragement and support. His self-centeredness can cause him to take things too personally."
Current situations force him into compromise and placing his own hopes and desires on hold for the time being.

Your Desired Objective

Lives life to the fullest. Has a high energy level and is always on the go. He is very active and his actions often lead to success.

Your Actual Problem

Is afraid he will be held back from obtaining the things he wants leading him to act out with a hectic intensity.

Your Actual Problem #2

"Enjoys making new plans and goals, but needs to be respected and admired for the things he accomplishes."

End of something Beautiful

I'm trying not to rant so much here as I have ranted all over the place. Latest victim, Twitter, so here it is. This time things are happening much faster. Like there is a certain urgency. He spoke and I know its time to give up. But as they always say, 3rd time is a charm. Hey, you know what? At least this time He gave a hint, a clue, something to hope for. I dont know when it would be fulfilled, but it would be nice to be soon, like next week... HAHA! So far what I know is that she is like Rachel from the Bible (yes I have a liking for Rachel think Jennifer Aniston from FRIENDS). And she will realise she likes me when she sees me in worship. So far those are the clue. No time indicators like age and all but yea. Hoping to see when its all gonna come and fit in.

Life is hard. Time is a quality that is hard to measure and yet make sense of. I am "wasting" time in many ways but at the same time, I need TIME. So yea, I dont know how to make things work. Money is going out, nowhere near graduation yet. No degree, no job. Sometimes, the easier way is to quit and work study part time. But I think it'll kill me.

Joy is my greatest weapon, the Joy of the Lord shall be my strength. Not by physical strength nor by might, but by His Spirit. (Baptism verse) and His Spirit is full of JOY! No wonder also that my best friend is JOYce Goh. HAHAH!

2013 is a year of FIGHTING and BREAKTHROUGH! Let the flood gates of Heaven open as a new wave of anointing, CROWNS OF FIRE rest upon His chosen ones :D

Keep on Keeping on, Christ is Lord.

Back to this shit again

Love truly drives one crazy. I wish I never fell in the first place. But how not to? You are my kyrptonite.